Saturday, October 30, 2010
Number 1--Beautiful Foliage
There was beautiful foliage all along the way. I love the way our Vermont hills were almost bare, but carry the last glimmer of golden aspens and tamaracks...warm and rich.
Off a bridge, the leaves floated on the calm waters of the bay...so pretty!
This tree was absolutely amazing, on the Boston Campus. Even the picture does not seem to do it justice...as it was blazing in the afternoon sun.
The leaves were brilliant against the last greenery and landscape bark.
This little inlet was so pretty...I am not sure this picture does it justice!
A feast for my eyes...I truly am grateful for the beauty of the earth each fall....a gift from a loving Heavenly Father!
Friday, October 29, 2010
Paradise Lost
The end of the story is that we got away! We had a lovely meandering time, balancing each of our interests and most importantly celebrating our interest in each other. It was, in a word, decadent. I took quite a few pictures, but not nearly as many as I could have!
Alas, we did have to return. It was wonderful to bask in the love and affection of our poor abandoned children! There were some bittersweet moments, as we realized that some freedoms were taken advantage of...
The work week has been tough though. This home childcare business is taking its toll on my emotions and self esteem. I have such a clear vision of how I want things to be, but day after day I fall victim to my own emotions and impatience and fall short of my expectations. I lay in bed the other night, unable to sleep...just bemoaning the awful day. I am trying to decide if this just isn't the job for me, or if I need to persevere and overcome. I have been researching radiographer jobs and education...and have also completed the coursework I need to renew my license for teaching. So, I could have my teaching license renewed as soon as I mail it off! I have a goal to make a decision by June. I will either have a new resolve to stay home and run a business that fulfills my expectations, or I will try to return to teaching, or I will go back to school and just try something brand new!
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Hmmmm
I had some lovely gladiolas, though I would like to order more next year, for greater variety.
Our garden looked fabulous, but actually did not produce corn very well at all. I am suspecting that we just don't have enough sunlight. We enjoyed plenty of cukes, and cherry tomatoes, and of course beans!
I have laid most of my gardens to rest, and look forward to next spring!
Monday, October 18, 2010
Back to finding myself....
Well,
It has been awhile. I have also had a terrible time making this post....I may have to be all done with Blogger, if it does not shape up!
So for awhile, my head has just been spinning, with so many things on my plate that I have just not had time nor energy to blog. But, I have not been squandering my time! Here are some of the things that have been going on in life.
See...blogger won't let me make a numbered list...grrrrrr....luckily I know how to make one myself!
Gardening, both vegetable and for fun.
Canning-beans, applesauce, peaches, relish
Busy childcare, with the addition of three children with challenging behavior issues. I found this to be almost overwhelmingly challenging. I want to help these children and their families, but phew, is it hard!
Start of a new school year...including homeschooling my two teen girls..This may have been a ridiculous decision...in light of the childcare challenges...but I love having my girls home. I love watching them discover and learn. I love the music they bring in to my day.
Dealing with and supporting a difficult teen with emotional physical and educational challenges. This has included multiple trips to Boston...mutiple doctor and psyciatric appts....mutiple appts and endless communication with the school to sort out how best to support the fellow. The good news is....that I am finally feeling like we are making progress. Hip surgery was intense, but wonderfully successful. The emotional challenges will likely take years...but he is willing and working hard...this is more than half the battle...I believe!
Piano lessons. I love piano lessons, and have added two new students ( I now have five, from two families)...I could definitely be content to teach piano lessons alone someday! It gives me a chance to work with children, with music, and to get out of the house!
Couples counseling. This has been a wonderful step, but a very very hard one. I think that one of the coping strategies that we have developed over the years is to let things slide...to hide beneath the business of life...to swallow frustrations...Counseling each week does not allow for that! It keeps everything raw and out in the open. While recognizing that this is for a greater good...it does not make it any easier!
Relief Society Teacher. This is a wonderful calling, as it is only once a month, and ALWAYS benefits me!
So there you go...all that, in addition to the daily stuff of cooking, cleaning, parenting, etc, etc!
My first canning project was beans. First we cut them all up....